Wrigley-Bear

Wrigley-Bear's story

You came into my life when I was in such a dark place after the loss of my husband and children. I thought I knew what I was looking for until what I was looking for found me. You took my life and turned it upside down. I remember the day Jezabel and I came to meet you and how you made me feel. Watching you and Jez play put my heart at ease. I was head over heels and knew in that moment you had to be mine. You were the one who captured my heart, and without a doubt, I know your heart felt the same! You were my forever newborn I got to bring home, you were the tonic I needed. I've never felt like this before, and this told me this was love indeed! If I shared my feelings deep within my heart, I would never be without you, we would never be apart. I found everything in you. For every living moment, you were always on my mind. Everything about you was so perfect and true. You made me laugh, you made me smile so loving and sweet, and showed me unconditional love. No matter where we would go, everyone fell in love and adored you, saying you reminded them of a teddy bear. In such a cold world, you made everything warm, full of endless love and a million moments that gave me such absolutely sweet relief. I promised you I would be okay even though I haven't been okay at all. You were my sweetest hello but my hardest goodbye, though it was always until we meet again ❤️‍🩹. As I watched your little body fight so hard that last month, and started to see you slip away, as much as I wanted you to stay, I didn't want to be selfish. I wish I would have known and advocated for you much louder. As I continued to see you struggle after all they had done to you, which you didn't deserve! Every time your eyes met mine, I'd smile and tell you I was good, but inside I was falling apart. As you took your last breath in my arms, I told you it was time for you to go and be free, and what a good and sweet baby boy you were. That I would miss you every day as you were always with me when I'd cry. A part of me died and went with you the day God called you home. I will forever have a scar where you entered, and if anyone asks I'll tell them it hurt like no other. I hope this explains even in death that I will forever love and carry you in my heart and soul. I can't stop a bullet, but I'd take one. I can't move a mountain, but I'd face one, and I knew one day I would say where did the years go, but I hope I was always your hero as you were mine! Thank you Wriggy for a wonderful 8 years and 11 months of your unwavering love, a love so true, a love so deep, a love that will never be forgotten. Mama loves you so much, so deeply I do. Gone too soon. R.I.P. my sweet sweet angel, my little bear cub, my Wriggy Wrigz, my Wrigley-Bear 🌈 Love Furever, your Mama 🐾